Date: Wed, 12 Sep 2001 14:28:49 -0400 From: Ken Ficara Subject: Checking in
I'm OK, I guess. I work (worked) in the World Financial Center, across the street from WFC, but I was on my way to our NJ offices when the planes hit, and I turned around and went home. Most of my colleagues are accounted, but some friends and fellow musicians who live/work in the area haven't been heard from.
I was so lucky to not have been downtown yesterday and I cannot stop thinking about all the people who weren't that lucky and will never go to work again. And friends who will not be able to go back to their homes for God knows how long, others who are still agonizing waiting to hear about the fate of family members. I was glad to see New Yorkers like Wade checking in but I would love to hear from more of my NYC musician and other friends.
The world has changed in big and little ways. I can't believe that the place I walked through to go to work every day is no more. The firefighters at the Liberty Street firehouse that I said hi to every morning are probably all dead. I'm sure as always they were the first to respond. So many times they would race the equipment across the street to respond to a false alarm or a smoke condition, and you'd see them outside around the rig, taking pains to reassure attractive young female tourists. Muhammad from whom I would buy my morning banana, who was there at 5:30 every morning hauling his cart off the truck and unpacking the fruit from boxes. Everybody, everything.
The World Trade Center was not a particularly beautiful public space. In fact, it always seemed to me ugly and depressing. But it was part of my hometown. I remember my father taking me to see the huge hole in the ground -- the dirt from which forms the landfill on which my office is built -- and holding me up to the hole in the fence to watch the bulldozers working inside. This summer I ate lunch sitting on a bench in the WTC plaza listening to the wonderful Guy Davis play a great two hour set on a beautiful day. Lucy Kaplansky did a wonderful evening set there, and I met my parents only a week or two ago for John Gorka's concert, although I was too tired -- from work stresses that mean nothing nothing NOTHING now -- to stay for the show. I wish I'd known it would be the last music I'd ever have the opportunity to see there.
The plaza was an ugly forbidding concrete slab, hot as hell in the summer, and they would pipe in this horrible muzak through outdoor speakers all day and into the evening. I used to walk across it on my way to work, or on a lunchtime run to Borders (gone now) or J&R Music, and grind my teeth at the muzak, and wish the plaza was greener and less ugly. But I'd give anything to sit on one of those concrete benches next to the tourists and listen to that muzak again.
Ken - -- =====================================================================Ken Ficara k~icara.net